Scream Scream My Lover

Two shots to the heart

2005-12-07T00:45:13Z

re-post.

There was a friend from high school who was in a really bad car accident over the summer. This is an e-mail from Mrs. Crowley, the choral director at Lee:

As you may all ready know, Lorrie Anne Boxill was in a horrific accident last may, and has been in the hospital ever since. She lost one leg, and the other one is in pretty bad shape (she can't bend it, or use her foot). She has some internal problems too. Amazingly, her face is just as beautiful as ever.
She is finally ready to come home, but her family can't afford all the equipment they need to get to be able to have her there. We are organizing a fund raiser/concert for her Saturday night, December 17th at LHS in the auditorium. Please come and spread the word to everyone you know. The tickets are $10 each, (children 5 and under are free). Also, if you just want to make a donation, please make a check out to:
"Central Christian Church, Lorrie Anne Fund"
and send it to:
Lee Choral Boosters
PO Box 6543
Springfield, Va 22150

And ontop of that Foxy's pop is a hostage in Iraq, I didnt talk to him much but nobody deserves this kind of adversity in life. Keep both Lorie Anne and Foxy's family in your prayers

All these years and nothing

2005-11-27T04:24:11Z

What do you do all your existance youve been working your best to make your mom proud but than she makes it known to you that you suck at life and shes never been proud of you; compares you to your sister and makes you feel worthless than a piece of shit?? I want to move out but on a good note...knowling thats next to impossible. Should I try to anyways i mean whats th worst that can happen? Your mom reaping your heart out and tear it to millions of pieces?? Heartache is horrible especially when its cause by the women who gave you life. I dont know how to deal with this stuff anymore and too be honest I dont want to bother but yet I dont want to loose the little hope there is to keep me an my mom in a somewhat good relationship.
Im torn.

dreamdreamlove @ 2005-11-17T20:11:00

2005-11-18T01:16:01Z

IM TIRED! so yeah Davids Bridal is going gravy but goddanm its taking a toll on me physicaly and mentally. I come home with every ounce of engery drained from me, danm brides squeeze every last drop outta of me. But im making bank and right now thats very important, Ive spent $165 so far on antonios dinner. 165 on just candles plates and decorations thats not counting food and gifts haha ouch, but Im excited about doing it haha. I overheard him plan our valentines getaway sounds like im going to spain people *crosses fingers* haha that would be knarly. Anyhoe my feet hurt... o o I orderd a new digi cam.!!! ITS A 7.5 MP sony 6x zoom o yeah its gonna be hot! im excited hope it gets here before tuesday though haha cause thats also when one of antonios gift is coming, I got him a gamer chair he can hook up all his game consoles to it and feel the vibration on his ass and shit like that. than i got him like 3 games and 3 dvds and massage creams and blah blah blah. moving on i need to do something relaxing so one of these days im be like hey yeah lets go to the spa or something cause i need it, Ive lost 10 pounds on the David's Bridal diet plan and no i dont feel healthier i fell anorexic actually which is a weird scary feeling. k! that is all for now ill update with pics later from my new digi cam!!!!! yay!

Sooooo whats up?

2005-11-02T15:52:11Z

oooooooooooooook So update yay! Um I got a job FINALLY. haha after so many office job interviews i decided that retail is still the way to go for me. So I am now ur new Wedding Consultant at David's Bridal. Its gonna kick ass to start i get 8.50 which sucks but I also get commission which doesnt suck hehehehehe yes! I planned it out in order for me to be making 50 bucks an hour at a bridal store i have to sale 500 bucks an hour, mind you its a little challenging but one wedding party is worth the least 500 haha soooooo i get three brides in im straight. Anyhoe enough with the math Im excited!!!! Antonios birthday is around the corner (22nd) and I have this huge candle lit dinner planned for him. I already orderd some chocolates from france its awsome they come in this little rustic box and all its just cute n its chocolate, you give him chocolate he serves you forever =P. Now Im looking for a reciepe preferably lambchops, HELP?! haha I love my papa even though he looks like a special kid sometimes:

AAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yeah thats ugly...por crab leggs.

hmmm we should go to joes crab shack. Anybody?? husspuppies *drools*
k so yeah O YEAH! I GOT MY LICENSE!!!!! and my picture is actually decent! hahah cause i kept flirting with the guy and he kept letting me take it over and over again =P until I got the one i wanted.
OMG PEOPL LOOK!

hahaha no more cookies! but we love carbs =(

Alrighty enough with the random shit call my house people i get bored, i have a car and a license and im off tuesday and wednesday...or shoot me a comment or something. Well Im out

for those of you who dont have myspace LMAO who the hell doesnt now a days for godsakes antonios crusty high school friends have it too...anyhoe

Im gonna have to get this:

Does this say Garden wedding to you??:

OR

dreamdreamlove @ 2005-10-19T15:43:00

2005-10-19T19:51:58Z

Yeah so I was gonna start school on monday but i cant cause i cant get finacial help =/ go figure. But Im sending my resume to billions of office employers and get me a nice office job that pays 12 and up. So far I found a bunch for someone that speaks farsi haha. But anyhoe thats whats up O! and its one year anniversary with antonio, didnt even got to see him blehk. yeeep life it seems to drag horrible sometimes but im getting back on my own two feet and maybe moving out by december again. I expierenced life with out parents and trust me people i want to go back to that, especially since my overprotective snobby greedy parents are coming back Nov. 24th. ummmm that is all. Omg o yeah that song My Humps by the black eyed peas is danm right annoying but goddanm catchy wtf! love to hate songs like that and hate to love them at the same time >=l

blehk

2005-09-01T23:52:26Z

sooooooooooooooooooo hahaha life is a bitch it.Antonio got in a huge fight with his sister last night and all her issues seem to start with me, why? we have no ide. shes just a pycho bitch. yeah so now im a my brothers to save him drama and my bro told me my parents reinaced the casa and i have rights to some of the share of the money and if i do something now theyll give me as much as i want before they blow it off on the ranch in Hell Salvador. yep so Ima be back in springfield for like a month or two getting shit straigh while we search for an apartment and i get into school and basically swt life straight and shizzle. yep life is a biotch, big fat pyscho biotch. Now i gotta find a way to manage to live with out Antonio not being around all the time. word.

dreamdreamlove @ 2005-08-06T03:23:00

2005-08-06T07:41:50Z

K so once again he pulls the "O by the way I went to so and so place" didnt really mind the first few times, but when he's not carrying his house key and depends on me to open the door for him it peeves me off. so 12 rolls around and calls saying he has to drop off few buddies, than IMs me at 1 saying he's getting on the metro (wait dint u say u were dropping off a few buddies?) yeah wtf?? so im like k guess its not ur fualt one of them forgot his cars keys and blah. Alright sooooo 2fucking 32 AM 711 stop "O bye the way we all went to the titty bar" K WTFucking HELL!? Why didnt that surprise me? I dont mind it but when Im waiting on u to get home to sleep please turn down spur of the moment things so i can get to sleep; WE CAN GET TO SLEEP. "O but it was my bosses idea" I dont give a shooting shit who's idea it was You could have easly said no i cant tonight because I am being considerat of my girlfriend and heading home ( or something along those lines. So than he pulls out with well go to sleep than Ill stay at melvins house. K so its like 3 Am now why the hell are u gonna feedme that bull shit when Ive waited all this long for your ass to get home?! and again Sorry it's not my fault melvin left his keys behind, I wasnt gonna leave him hanging" well ya know what OU left me hanging. I could have easly taken sarahs offer to hang out for the night despite my aches and pain but I was thinking of your ass getting homeand who the hell would openthe door for you. Would it kill you to think twice and remember you have me waiting for you at home, thinking where is he? I was looking forward to the Tokyo bowl with you at the ass crack of dawn but nope you f'd that up. If you cant remember me through the offer of a fucken titty bar than why the hell am I doing here waiting for u? I might as well go live under a bridge and die seeing as you my only close comfort and precious thing that I have wont remember me.
I love you very much but times like this doesnt fell like you feel the same. gah boys suck! k so you stayed at melvins cause I was really upset with you and I didnt want to start yelling, and I cried out of frustration like I always did back before we were together...things havent changed much sowhy the hell am i still here?? cause I LOVE YOU so please dont ever stay out with out a house key or pull your " o by the way we went to so and so place" JERK! You made me curse up a storm.

STFU I finally updated. ok?!

2005-07-31T00:24:05Z

haha K so been too long since I looked at my live journal. Anyhow spent half the evening and into the night trying to figure out who would take care of my new chihuahua. When I finally decided to leave her at Cristies( thanks homie!)we set off to Platimun with Christie, Sarah and Colleen. SUCKED HAIRY BALLS (Im sure some hootchie was doing that in some corner.....LITERALLY)! Upside was we all looked danm hot. Music was aight definately could have been better. Hate it how guys come up to you from behind and literally start to dry hump you like you really wanted it. Psssh assholes. So dancing was fun until that happened, having a guy lick you on the neck and put his hand up in your skirt isn't my idea of fun. Got stuck with Colleen's freak stalker at the end of the night *pukes* but hey I got to dance. O man Sarah is my freak dance partner from now on. So after all the great molestation we headed to Silver Diner where we had great laughs and the girls met Antonio YAY! haha Hope you guys liked him, made you guys laugh so Im in the clear right? haha o and according to Sarah he sounds like Ben so thats good haha. anyways we headed home after Antonio and I droped Christie off and picked up my dog( sorry for the poopies). Got home and crashed after looking at his Fantasy Football roster. Than this morning i wake up and my toe was killing me! its fucked up. FIN

so bored of the same routine

2005-01-28T05:46:05Z

Im getting so so so bored of sleep, wake, work BLAH! haha yeah I get to see my hubby, colleen and sarah here and there but still it blows. I wanna be a bum or go off to Canaedia randomly. haha sprungfield is getting boring. O haha I LOVE SARAH AND COLLEEN! I feel like going to the Potomac dock and eating the steamed shrimp they got there. mmmmmmmmm hey I need to eat my way through another tuesday guys! FKKK!

<3YURI

SO HAPPY!

2005-01-05T03:18:06Z

ahhh a new year. Well I got BIG plans this year mmmmhm.

1.Get a second job
2.Save money for Caliand move there with SARAH!
3.Get in shape
4.Get a car
5.Study in NY Film Academy in LA
6.Buy a Miniture Yorkie
7.Love Sarah and Colleen A LOT MORE!
8.Love my future hubby more
9.Spend more quality time with my mom
10.Try to balance my time right

WOOOT!
<3YURI

GIVE ME MY DANM MONEY BITCH!!

2004-12-25T03:09:36Z

Ok so I didnt get my pay bc "it was snowing in Texas and the delivery people didnt make it out on time" danm fucks! So now I cant do any of the shopping I had Planned. Than my Mom is mad at me for not showing any care that my dad is under intense care in the hospital. Really mom why did you even tell me you think I would care look at my face c'mon, old man aint dying anytime soon, GOD! Than some asswole or fucking Cunt ASs Bitch slashed my sisters tires. Some mother fucker messing with her and when I find out, someone is getting a seriouse beating and trust me Im in the mood to give one! AAAARGH! My Christmas fucking blows! O and than another asshole at work gets an attitude with me and saying shit I never said coming up to me all in my face and throwing accusations all over the place, I was so fucking pissed off that he had the balls to fucking to do that, that I broke down crying. It was nice knowing ya danm fuck! and some chic that I havent spoken to since last december comes to me saying that Im so danm fake and I need a life holding my grudge against her. yeah? Fake this BITCH! *pulls middle finger* Im not the one that ran away with MY BEST FRIENDS boyfriend! Glad your all nice and knocked up now CONGRATULATIONS,TRAMP!!! GOD I CANT WAIT FOR FUCKING CALI!

<3YURI

You know those quiz thingys?

2004-12-17T16:27:36Z

Im having too much fun with this one!LMFAO

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. OK im off to do some shopping with mama.Sorry I couldnt hang with you today Sarah.

Dance is starting to take over in me again!

2004-12-07T17:58:39Z

-EDIT- Signing up for some hip hop dance classes in DC! They're cheap too, if ya wanna know about them let me know. We be gangsta yo! haha -EDIT-

K I didnt take too many pics at the party only cause I was having too much fun dancing. WOOT so im posting 4 pics haha! I had fun saw Douglas since forever made him dance but I forgot he has a bad knee since his motorcycle accident. SORRY DOUGIE! than we got in a dance contest and Cristie almost won, so close! well gott go work now! Bye kidz!!

George aka Dreds! my homie! haha he's a bad ass gangster turned vegan so great.

Douglas looking fine like always . i love this kid.

James aka PeeWee trying to deep throat the fruit kabob than gagged and thats why Douglas is laughing like a girl...he actually cant help but laugh like a girl. haha.

Zainab, this my girl from bakery haha one of the best dancer you'll ever get to meet. Cristie took her on haha YAY! almost Cristie almost.

<3YURI

I love Sarah BOOM Khan!

2004-11-30T16:29:57Z

Thank You Sarah! I love it! haha sorry for the connection fee and giant. So Ima go out to see Alexander today!!! yay and than maybe get my eyebrows done and find a pair of stripper heels so I can look ubber HOTT for my company holiday party! We're gonna party like crazy bitches yeah! haha jk jk. K well I gotta go! luv u all!

YURIKINS!

2004-11-30T06:47:02Z

THERE!
Done with your journal modifying!
I hope you like it!
(PLEASE LIKE IT!)
Took me forever.
Simple, but cute!
ADD ME...
www.livejournal.com/users/ohs0scandalous.
I LOVE YOU, YURI!
<3
Sarah

Im new!

2004-11-17T04:02:33Z

So Sarah convinced me to get this and I said YAY! no new entry till I get my layout done.
LOVE,
YURI